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11.24.04 (4:35 am)   [edit]

:evil: :evil: :evil:


Dont you just love it when your boyfriend of like 7months dumps you...AFTER he says he loves and and you mess around a bit!! I sure the hell do! But the worst part is im not even mad im sad and i miss him and i still want to go out with him :shock: :(


~Kristin
 
California Dreamer
08.05.04 (8:50 pm)   [edit]

A california dreamer... amunst the sand and sky.. looking to the ocean... to wash away all the lies...


A california dreamer... laying in the sand... hopeing one day... she will find the right man...


A california dreamer... watching the stars pass by... wishing and praying... that its her time to shine


A california dreamer... sitting at a bar... having another drink.. and a few more big cigars


A california dreamer... looking out the window.. watching the cars zoom by... thinking about how shes just a california dreamer living a big new york city life


 
 
Whats the point?
08.04.04 (10:32 pm)   [edit]

Whats the point of living... If no one really cares?... Whats the point of caring... if no ones ever there?... So whats the point of living... If no one wants you here?


Whats the point of living... If everything goes wrong.. Whats the ponit of going on... With no one by your side... Whats the point of living... If no one really cares


The point is that i will be there... Ill be the one to hold your hand... When things get tought... Ill be the one to keep you going... When things get ruff.. Ill be that extra push... When you just want to quit... Ill be the one who will never stop caring... The one who will never ever leave your side... Until the day you die...


Just promice me you will live your life to the fullest.. With me by your side
 
How much you mean to me
08.03.04 (10:47 pm)   [edit]

If i ruled the world i would make you see ...just how much you mean to me.


Your sweet smile... your warm embrase just takes me to another place... Being apart, away from you is killing me... but threw the pain i can see ...just how much you mean to me.


With out you my would would be grey and dark like it used to be ...but then you enterd my life and it all faded away ...the grey to gold ...and dark to light ...if i could only make you see ...just how much you mean to me.


So as i sit here thinkin... were 1000miles apart... i hope your happpy... i hope your doing well... i hope you miss me aswell.. i wish you could just see just how much you mean to me


Your love is like sunshine it warms my days... your kisses like candy sweet and sudictive... and your hugs take all my worries all away... you make my day worth living and i wish you could just see how much you mean to me


I love you hun you mean the world to me i hope you know that


(sorry isnt that great then agian what do you expect ive had 3 hrs of sleep in the past 3 days so)
 
Poem- You...
03.29.04 (9:48 pm)   [edit]
As I see you standing at the door
My heart isn’t broken anymore
As I run to you
You open your arms
And hold me tight
And it feels just right

I cant believe its been this long
Since if been in your arms
It is just to right
That it cant be wrong

I missed your face
I missed you smile
I missed how you always made my days
Worth while

I missed the ways
You’d make me feel
I missed the ways
You never lied
Kept me strong
So I wouldn’t cry

And now your back
And my world is bright
And I cant wait to see you again
To night

So for now please don’t go away
Cause with out you my days will be grey
And with out you I will lose my heart
Then ill have to restart
 
Poem- Why Do You Do This
03.17.04 (6:55 am)   [edit]
[u][b]Why Do You Do This[/b][/u]

You asked for my hand
And I gave you my heart
You asked for my life
I said when do we start
I asked if you’d always be true
And you replied I do
As the weeks went by
And the laughter changed to heart ach
Remember the pain
I remember how you said life’s just a game
Then you struck my face
With your fist
I felt the tears stream down my face
I remember getting up to run away
Then I heard your voice so close yet far away
And I felt you nearly strike me dead
As I fell to the ground and curled in a ball
I heard you walk out on it all
Walk out on our life
Our fairy tale love
Walk out on faith
On truth our love
And then you turned and slammed the door
And I heard from you no more
But when you walked out of the door you walked out on much more
Your I do…..

By Kristin
 
Poem- You tell me you love me....
03.17.04 (6:32 am)   [edit]
[u][b]You Tell Me You Love me[/b][/u]
You tell me you love me
You tell me you’re true
You tell me you love me
But do I love you?

We have been through this all
The laughter the tears
We have been through this all
For years and years

And every time you say you love me
We always restart
But in the end
You always break my heart

So why say you love me
If you always break my heart
I’m going to need more than I love yous
Before we can restart
Because I’m tired of you always breaking my heart

So do you still love me like you say you do
Or are you getting up and leaving like you used to?
Make your choice quick or get out the door
Cause my heart just cant take this shit anymore


By Kristin
 
Poem- Why?
02.26.04 (9:39 pm)   [edit]
Looking back on what we had
I remember the good and the bad
You made me smile
Then you made me hurt
As you kicked me down to the dirt
I remember you hit me
I remember the pain
I remember the blood rushing threw your veins
But then seconds later you broke into tears
Telling me you’re sorry and you’ll make it up to me for years
You lean over and hold me in your arms
Telling me to have no fears for nothing was wrong
Why do I stay with you?
Why don’t I run?
Why don’t I tell someone?
Why do I only tell them about our fun?
Why am I so stupid?
Why don’t I fight you back?
Because I love you
But why do I come back
And let you attack me like that
But for now I’m stronger
And I’m going to walk away
But just remember
I still love you each day
But I can’t stay with you
In fear for my life
And maybe one day I will accept your proposal and be your wife
But for now I need to get away
So I can live for a bit with no fear for my life the next day
I’ll love you forever
And in my heart you’ll stay
But for now I’ll be gone away

By SexiKristin ... Kristin
 
GoodBye To A Real Hero???
02.18.04 (7:06 am)   [edit]
Well as you will know if you read Rawks tblog you would know Super Kristin is dead. So well I was going to write a goodbye anyways, but "Rawk" has given me a big enough good bye. So I will take this time to say good bye to a real Super hero Diff or as most of you know him as Rawk.

Diff was a really lively person no matter what was wrong he was there for you and back in the day I had the honor of being able to call him my brother he was apart of my family. Diff was the real hero Super Kristin was just the side kick. Diff was the world’s greatest hero and an even better friend.

If you ever knew or know Diff (“Rawk”) well you know how he is and words can’t describe how much he has meant to me threw the past 2-3 years. He had never let me fall and had always kept my head up no matter what and most of all he’s made me laugh. But now Diff is gone or just hasn’t been around now he’s Rawk and sure he’s the same person but to many of us he’s not.

Diff was a super hero to many and helped make everyone’s day just that much brighter with his interesting and comical stories about Coke taking over the world. Diff was always there planning ways to kill angie with me and helping me end up getting eatin by her haha So I don’t know if the super hero I once knew is here anymore or if he is just hiding.

But if he is still here I have finally fallen and he must fly solo for a bit but I know he will be fine he has many friends around him and he is in no need for me anymore so fly high Diff save the world and maybe one day we will fight side by side again. So to end this I don’t really know if I’m saying good bye to my hero I don’t want to but I don’t know what to do anymore. So be happy my hero keep the smile on your face
 
Poem- Why Do All The Good Boys Lie?
02.12.04 (3:48 pm)   [edit]
[i][u][b]Why Do All The Good Boys Lie?[/b][/u][/i]
You said you loved me
I thought you were true
But then you said I’m not for you
So now I sit here
And wonder why
All the good boys always lie
You said I’m pretty
You said I’m smart
You said you loved me with all your heart
But that’s not what you tell your boys
I hear you tell them behind my back
Talking about my “nice rack”
You don’t tell them I’m pretty
You don’t tell them I’m smart
You don’t tell them you love me with all your heart
I guess I’m just a prize
As you steel me away from other guys
Ridding in on your big black horse
Saving me from an “evil force”
You pick me up and we ride away
And I live to see another day
But now my heart is in pieces on the floor
And I don’t want to live on anymore

So why do all the good boys lie?
Because there just the bad ones in disguise

By SexiKristin ... Kristin
 
A Poem bye me
02.11.04 (8:34 pm)   [edit]
[i][b][u]How I Feel About You[/u][/b][/i]

If you love me please let me know
And if you don’t please let me go.
Because I’m tired of waiting for me to catch your eye
Tell me so maybe I can try
And find a better guy
I had thought you were the best
But I must have been wrong
Cause I failed your test

Blinded by your damn good looks
I was fooled I saw the good guy
And not the bad
I saw the love that you never had
I saw a dream of you and me
But the dream is dead
And I see clear
Tears are shed ive lost my heart
To a boy who tore it apart

It’s to late now
I turn and run
And you just watch me leave
You never cared
You never shared the way you really feel
So I’m gone ive said good bye
By why do I still love you?

By SexiKristin .... Kristin
 
Monday
02.09.04 (5:53 am)   [edit]
I hate mondays back to school back to getting up early :evil: i want to go back to sleep but i cant and im sick. So i hope everyine has a good Monday ill be trying to have a good one.
~Kristin
 
goodbye?
02.06.04 (1:30 am)   [edit]
In the past everything was so simple i mean your friends were your friends and there was no doubt about that. We would make pacts and promices about what will happen when we grow up and how we will stay friends forever no matter what.

But as i grow up i see the friends that i grew up with the ones who promiced we would be friends no matter what happened and i see then slipping away, falling farter away from me.

I have new friends and there great theres no doubt about that ither but there just not the same i mean sure they are friends and sure i care about them its just that they are not the ones who truly know me who knew me from the start the ones i trusted with my heart. So i dont know if this is goodbye to them or a wake up call for me all i know is i miss them i iss the ones i called my faimily my friends i miss them all and i just want to tell them that i love them and miss them and they are aways in my hearts.
 
The Trip
02.04.04 (6:50 am)   [edit]
Alright so i said i would write about my Snowboard trip to Kimberly with my friends school. Alright so we didnt leave till 4pm so 8 hrs away we shoudl ahve gotten in kimberly around 12- 12:30 no we didnt get in till like 2am cause we hit bad weather.

so anyways we got a condo with 3 bed rooms ok and we have 12 people which wouldnt have been a problem if we would have gotten the right condo!! cause the other condos had 4 beds and then 5 pull out couches but w/e. so then we go snowboarding for all of friday and it was soo nice except the got fresh powder i mean i love powder but this stuff was like 2 feet deep heavy sticky powder that u can barily get thru it was crap. So that night we all went into our hot tub then 4 of us went to kelseys to eat so we went and met some hott montana boys haha and then went in te hot tub with them then we all went to sleep.

Friday our last day we loaded the bus with everything ececpt our boards and hit the slopes for the last time it was soo nice that day clear and not to icey or powdery but that day i did manadge to get hit by a chair lift haha yes i know your thinkign how the hell do you get hit by a chair lift well if you know me you know it shoudnt be that hard im a klutz.

We got back on the bus at 3:30 to hed back home and this time we hit 3 diffrent snow storms on the way home and didnt get home till 3am aand then i didnt get to my friends house till almost 4am! and i had a soccer game that day to so it was hell but hey i had fun and didnt break anythign.
 
Im Home
02.01.04 (6:31 pm)   [edit]
Hello everyone im just writing to say im back and tired as hell!! 18 hrs on a full bus! not fun and it shoudl only have realy ben only 14 hrs but we kept hitting storms as we drove so it was crappy!! But hey the hot tub at the hill made it all better haha i miss BC it was sooo warm there well not really but its warm compaired to what it is here. Well i think im going to go get some sleep i didnt get home till 4am off the bus and im dead so bye! ill write more about the trip soon. o and i didnt break anything :o :D
 
BYE!!!
01.29.04 (11:36 am)   [edit]
Just saying bye everyone im gone till monday or sunday not to sure what day i come back haha so yah bye!! have fun everyone and take care smilez!!
~Kristin
 
tired of it all
01.28.04 (4:56 pm)   [edit]
im tired of everythign and ugg i dont knwo what to say to anyone anymore :evil: im sorry if i spaz out at anyone but really i am now 3 for 4
 
......
01.28.04 (10:52 am)   [edit]
Im tried of people blaming me for everything!! I mean my god find out the truth and what acctuyl happened before you come and spaz out at me for somethign i didnt even do!!!! :!:

I mean my god alright maybe so i dont have the perfect past and maybe im not the perfect person but my god find out the truth before you come to spaz at me! And then when you say you will belive everything i say dont phrase your questions "Do you admit to doing...." like WTF ok you say your going to belive me then you are asking me do you admit you did this after i told you i already didnt!!

Sorry i just had to let that out!
 
The Bet
01.27.04 (4:37 pm)   [edit]
Yes another BLog from me today.. haha
Alright well if you dont knwo about this bet i have going ont he i will tell you.

Well on Thursday i am leaving for a 3 day Snowboard trip to Kimberly BC and if you know me you know im a klutz a big klutz and so some of my friends and me have a bet going on that im going to break something. But i dont think i am so far the bets are...

Brendan- Tail bone & Nose
Aime- Nose
Shawna- Nose
Darren- Nose
Sara- Ankel or Wrist
Katie-Wrist
Brad- Wrist
Alex-Ass or Wrist
Nikki- Nuthin
Kimmy- Ankel
Sammi- Ankel or Wrist
Sheldon- Wrist or Neck
Joel- Ankle
Justin-Nuthin
David- Nuthin
Robert- Nuthin
Craig- Wrist
Darcy- Wrist
Brenna- Ankle
and i say Nuthin as well. But what is it with and the 4 people betting my nose!! i mean is there something about my nose?!?!? i dont think there is But im glad to see some people have faith in me :D haha but yah do i have anymore votes to add? anyone eles want to take a guess
 
Giving up & Letting go
01.27.04 (12:45 pm)   [edit]
After thinking for awile last night i thoght about life and how much life is really worth.

And i have come to the conclusion that no matter how bad you life is and no matter how many times you get beat down you have to get right back up. Becasue if you dont you are just giving up. And if you give up you dont know what could pass you by a friend, a loved one, or life itself.

Then i was thinking agian why do people let go? I mean why do people give up so easly in life? do they not see all they have going for them all of the friends there letting down and how much they are going to hurt there friends? I really dont think they do, i think that they just feel like life has giving them so many obsticals and not enough breaks that there just going to let go and stop caring about everything.

Its sad becuase the people who give up so easily are the ones that i care most about in life the ones who taught me to be strong and never quit or give up no matter how bad things get in life. And thats what cant figure out. why is it them? and now what am i going to do and what am i to belive about life now? Do i just give in like they did? or do i try and stay strong? You tell me
 
Hello..
01.26.04 (2:55 pm)   [edit]
Hey to who ever is reading this.. Im new here so i dont really know what to say. But yah
[image]SexiKristin_102755 2931.jpg[/image]
Thats a pic of me looking bad haha. But yah i will post somemore another time bye till then!!!
~Kristin